Wednesday, June 27, 2012

Why am I doing this MAT anyway?

My professor recently asked my class to write a reflection about why we are in the MAT program and what our goals and expectations are for the program.  Here's what I had to say...

One benefit of being the first cohort going through a program [by the way, for all of you who do not know - Saint Mary's has a plethora of highly acclaimed maters programs in its school of education, but this is the first year that they are having a Master of Arts in Teaching program and it is specifically designed for teachers who received their teaching credential from SMC] is that there is no one to tell me what his/her experience was like or what to expect in this program.  I believe that your attitude can affect your experience (positively or negatively), so I appreciated not being influenced by anyone’s past experiences.  I was able to start the program with an open mind and just “roll with the flow.”

There are many reasons why I decided to enroll in this program. 

1)      The first being that I only needed 8 more units of classes to get my masters!  I really appreciated how this particular masters program took into account all of the hard work I put in during my 11 month credential program and then allowed me the opportunity to get my masters during the summer; thereby not having to take another year off work or postpone the beginning of my teaching career. 

2)      I also liked that this Master of Arts in Teaching program was unlike the more common Masters in Education degree.  This program would allow me to extend my knowledge base as a classroom teacher and provide me the opportunity do more practical research – not as much theory of education and philosophical approach (or so I thought!) because I had learned so much of that during my credential program.  I wanted this degree to not just be “academic,” but also affect my day-to-day life in the classroom.

3)      Having the capstone project in place of a thesis paper was also a very attractive idea to me.  I could not only focus my research on the area of study or the question I was interested in, but I would end up with a culminating project based on my research that would be my contribution to the field of education (i.e. website, curriculum, video, manual, etc.)

4)      Lastly, I figured I might as well get my masters now while I am not married and do not have kids.  It is always harder to go back to school later in life and since I was already in the school mindset from the last year of my life, I decided I might as well just keep pushing through!  (And of course, the fact that my dad was willing to foot the bill was an added bonus.  If I decided to go back in a couple of years, I would be the one who would have to pay for it… And Saint Mary’s ISN’T CHEAP – but it’s worth it!) 

My goals for this program are to extend my knowledge and skills as a professional educator and to create a capstone project through research, interviews, and in-classroom work that will be a positive contribution to the field of education.  I want to help fellow teachers understand the struggle that many of their students have with learning math and what strategies they can implement to change the students’ feelings towards this particular subject area.  I think math is feared by so many because it was not taught in an effective manner; many have said that they felt “stupid” when attempting to understand different parts of it.  I also believe there is an overall acceptance of math phobia and math-gender stereotypes that has permeated our culture and continues to be promoted and passed down to each new generation.

I look forward to my upcoming classes as I believe they will make me a better educator and aid me in my great desire to put a stop to this negative stigma towards math!

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